“I changed the locks. I told you.”
“You can’t be serious.”
“I am.”
Chloe stepped forward. “Where’s our stuff?”
“In the garage. Everything’s labeled and protected.”
“You went through our belongings?”
“I packed them carefully. Nothing was thrown away.”
Ethan looked past me into the hallway.
“Can we come inside?”
“We can talk on the porch.”
His face tightened. “Mom, this is still my house.”
I looked at the man I’d raised.
“No, Ethan. It’s the house where you grew up. You’ll always have memories here, but you have your own home now.”
Chloe folded her arms. “We’ve been driving for hours. We just need somewhere to sleep.”
“You have an apartment.”
“It’s two hours away!”
“Then you’ll need to decide whether to drive home or find somewhere closer.”
Chloe turned toward Patricia.
“Mom, we can stay at your place tonight, right?”
Patricia shifted uncomfortably.
“Oh, sweetheart, I wasn’t expecting guests.”
“It’s one night.”
“My guest room is full of things from my book club.”
Chloe stared at her. “You have a couch.”
“I know, but I really need my rest.”
Nobody spoke.
Ethan looked from Patricia to Chloe, then back at me.
For years, I’d rearranged my home whenever he needed something. Patricia wouldn’t rearrange a room for one night.
I wondered whether he noticed.
“ALL THIS OVER ONE SEAT?”
Chloe and Patricia returned to the car while Ethan remained on the porch.
“Mom, can we talk alone?”
I stepped outside and closed the door.
He sat on the porch steps, shoulders slumped.
“We had to postpone the wedding,” he said.
I felt a familiar ache. “I’m sorry.”
“We couldn’t cover the venue balance. Some guests had already traveled.”
“I know that’s difficult.”
He looked up sharply.
“You could’ve prevented it.”
“I could’ve paid for it. That’s different.”
He shook his head. “I don’t understand why you suddenly decided to ruin everything.”
“I didn’t suddenly decide anything. I’ve been uncomfortable with the expenses for months.”
“Then why didn’t you say something?”
“I did. Every time I questioned a cost, you told me not to make things difficult.”
He looked away.
I continued, “I paid for the venue, the flowers, the rehearsal dinner, and the bridal shower deposit Patricia promised to reimburse. Then I boarded a train and discovered you’d given away my seat without asking.”
He sighed. “Patricia needed the window.”
“Then you could’ve asked me whether I’d trade.”
“I figured you wouldn’t mind.”
I waited.
“What?” he asked.
“That’s the problem. You didn’t even consider that I might mind.”
His expression softened.
“I was trying to keep everyone happy.”
“Except me.”
He lowered his head.
I remembered the little boy who used to bring me dandelions from the yard because he knew I liked flowers. I loved him just as much now, but I couldn’t keep treating his happiness as more important than my own dignity.
“Ethan, I don’t need the best seat or the biggest thank-you. I need you to remember I’m your mother, not your credit card.”
He covered his face.
“I didn’t think you felt that way.”
“Because you never asked.”
THE RECEIPT PATRICIA DIDN’T WANT EXPLAINED
I went inside and brought out the blue folder.
Ethan watched as I placed the bank statements on the porch table.
“What’s this?”
“The savings account your father and I started for you.”
His expression changed.
“What about it?”
“I found the transfers to Chloe.”
“Those were for wedding expenses.”
“You didn’t tell me.”
“I thought the money was supposed to help me.”
“It was intended to help you buy a home.”
He frowned.
“You always said it was my savings.”
“Some of it is yours. But most of the deposits came from your father and me, and I thought we’d discuss how it was used.”
He looked defensive.
“I didn’t steal anything.”
“I’m not accusing you of stealing. I’m telling you that you broke my trust.”
He stared at the statements.
“I figured you wouldn’t mind.”
I gave him a sad smile.
“There it is again.”
He said nothing.
Then I showed him the bridal shower receipt.
“Did you know I paid this deposit?”
He examined it.
“Patricia told me she handled the shower.”
“She asked me to cover the deposit. She never paid me back.”
I turned the paper over.
Ethan read the handwritten note twice.
“She told you not to mention it to Chloe?”
“That’s what she wrote.”
He looked toward the car.
“Chloe thanked her mother in front of everybody.”
“I remember.”
Ethan stood.
“I need to ask Patricia about this.”
I caught his sleeve.
“You don’t have to start another argument tonight.”
He looked at me.
“Mom, you’ve been explaining things away for everybody. I think that’s part of why this got so bad.”
Before I could respond, he walked toward the driveway.
I followed at a distance.
Patricia was standing beside the car when Ethan approached.
“Patricia, did my mother pay the bridal shower deposit?”
Her expression changed.
“Why are we discussing that now?”
“Because I need an answer.”
She glanced toward me.
“Barbara offered to help.”
“Did you pay her back?”
Patricia adjusted her handbag.
“There were so many expenses. I honestly can’t remember.”
I spoke quietly.
“You didn’t.”
Chloe stepped forward.
“Mom, you told me you covered the shower.”
Patricia looked irritated.
“I organized it, didn’t I? I made the arrangements. Barbara simply helped with the deposit.”
“Then why did you tell her not to mention it?” Ethan asked.
Patricia hesitated.
“I didn’t want Chloe worrying about money before her party.”
Chloe looked at her mother.
“You let me thank you for paying for something Barbara paid for?”
“Oh, don’t be dramatic. Families help each other.”
Ethan shook his head.
“Then why didn’t you tell us the truth?”
Patricia’s voice sharpened.
“I don’t appreciate being interrogated over an old receipt. Barbara never complained before.”
I looked at her.
“That’s true. I should’ve spoken up sooner.”
Patricia seemed relieved.
Then Ethan said, “That doesn’t make it okay.”
She stared at him.